Watching Jin and Jason mind frolic through the screen, and having Jarrett msn hold me and cup my ears, I am reminded of the things I love in my other home.

and JESUS!

Just to keep the J's running.

S.

I will love you and will be here with you for as long as you remain good. You have my heart, but you do not have the rest of me, for you cannot be trusted with a mind like mine. So walk well and walk true, and let me run alongside you in love. For it is only love that I have left when you left me with no choice. It wasn't difficult decision to make to love you, because you are here in my veins.

Hannah

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake


See I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate? try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make

This is a happy end
Cause you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take you far away

~New Soul :: Yael Naim

Till I leave, that is.

Morning has broken, like the smile on my face.

Maybe I'll match you in my crazy.

I actually hope I do.

[Gasp]

Here by my side; an angel,
Here by my side; the devil.
Never turn your back on me,
Never turn your back on me, again.
Here by my side, it's heaven.

Here by my side, you are, destruction.
Here by my side, a new color to paint the world
Never turn your back on it,
Never turn your back on it, again.
Here by my side, its heaven.

And you breathe in,
And you breathe out, for it.
Ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon.

And you give in,
And you give out, for it.
Ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon.

This is where my world drops off.

~ Weapon :: Matthew Good

This has to happen.

It Ain't Me ~ Bob Dylan

Go 'way from my window,
Leave at your own chosen speed.
I'm not the one you want, babe,
I'm not the one you need.
You say you're lookin' for someone
Never weak but always strong,
To protect you an' defend you
Whether you are right or wrong,
Someone to open each and every door,
But it ain't me, babe,
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe,
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.

Go lightly from the ledge, babe,
Go lightly on the ground.
I'm not the one you want, babe,
I will only let you down.
You say you're lookin' for someone
Who will promise never to part,
Someone to close his eyes for you,
Someone to close his heart,
Someone who will die for you an' more,
But it ain't me, babe,
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe,
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.

Go melt back into the night, babe,
Everything inside is made of stone.
There's nothing in here moving
An' anyway I'm not alone.
You say you're looking for someone
Who'll pick you up each time you fall,
To gather flowers constantly
An' to come each time you call,
A lover for your life an' nothing more,
But it ain't me, babe,
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe,
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.

There are some people who go through life, making mistakes that are better left forgotten. .
There are others, who make the same mistakes, but have to keep talking about it and through it.

I'm the latter.
I wonder if that makes me any wiser, any stronger, any truer.

Dear Lord, I want truth.
Truth that is so real it consumes.

I remember daddy telling me that he told God, that if there ever comes a day when he is not convicted by the person of Christ. He's leaving the faith. Trust me to take after the blood that flows through my veins.

"Validation Error

A validation error occurred."

~ Facebook (after a failed attempt to update my status)

*sigh* now I know why I've been feeling so insecure.