PRINCESS!!

Princess loves cuddles. 

I miss writing and singing and playing music.

I need to re-calibrate myself.

If the Meatloaf test is the criteria to meet, what is the remedy for a breach?

1.5 hours in public transport. I really need to move to Singapore. Fuck this shit.

I feel as if I cannot help it, that my future is rushing in toward me. In a funny way, I feel as if I had a hand in all of it, and yet, I didn't.

I shouldn't be in defensive mode, so I shouldn't need to react.

Especially if it's to the past. 

Little victories along the way. That's what I need to keep going!

In Context

Life, as it is and as it is supposed to be.

I have been so busy guarding myself against what I should not be, that I forgot to explore what I already was. :)

The issue with drama isn't the colours, the flamboyancy, or the sheer expanse of the situation. The issue lies in the suspension of disbelief, in the impenetrable fourth wall which separates reality from fiction. Hence then, a life of drama is a life unreal and understood only in theory. Maybe if I didn't take the moments so seriously, they wouldn't seem so absurd and out of reach.