I'd fight for you though...

... seriously, if someone tried to take u from me... man, i pity the fool.
~ Mel Chua, who means a lot to me.

what friendship!

I scream, cry, bitch and tear at my hair. Only because I am spoilt.
It's really very simple.
Make a choice.
Be grateful.

I have so many choices.

I have decided that I am angry at Mel for not returning. Well I shouldn't be really. But he told me he'd be back April 1st. And I was all set for that. Now he's not coming back for a year and the disappointment is great. I had it marked out on my iCal, "Mel's gone" in a long red stripe that stretched from Febuary to the happy 1st of April.

I just deleted that. I will have to get used to a Mel-less state of being in Vancouver.

Oh and Mel, I know you will read this. :) I just want to affirm that I support whatever decision you make. And it's not like you don't know how I feel anyway. You can't say that I got you back by leaving for Singapore. Becuase I came back when I said I would! Ha.

Sigh.

Life in Vancouver is so empty without Mel. :(
How different things could be!