Saturday, November 20, 2004

Me and me

"no one's picking up the phone"

Hey Jupiter ~ Tori Amos

Friday, November 19, 2004

Victims with the saddest hearts

And all the drugs in the world
Can't save us from ourselves

Crutch eh?

I am.

With grace we will suffer
With grace we shall recover

Take me on this ride. I'm ready.

There by the grace of God

I can be.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Hear my Prayer!

There is no truth unless you accept the assumptions that come along with it. The 'fact' that God is true only comes about because I choose to believe in a True God. That is the element of faith that I struggle with.

Now in the face of there being no way to empricalize truth, how can I believe and hence live? How can I be?

Now God, I will not let go. But to make things clear and to give me peace and to show your way for me, convict me, convert me to your truth, absolutely.

God, this isn't a 'dear god...' prayer. It's desperation and hunger. Did you not promise a way in the desert? Will you keep me from falling? You are able, will you choose to?

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

You say:

Come up here, come up now
My Beloved.

I want to fly, oh Lord
Here I come.

In the midst of heartache oh God,
In the midst of brokenness oh Lord.

I look up, and I see your door standing wide open.
And I hear your voice, it sounds like a trumpet

And You're calling out to me:
Child come up here, beloved come up here
Come up here and hear my voice
Come up here and see what I want to do.

You are my Beloved.
You are mine and I am yours.

Don't let anyone, don't let anything
Hold you back.

The Father is calling you.

Monday, November 15, 2004

"And remember The truth that once was spoken: To love another person Is to see the face of God!"

I'm bursting with love. It's retarded.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Grounds for Love.

I'm on a journey, and I thank God for Curtis, with whom I can be safe with to share, understand and articulate. Have a cup of coffee, and a three way conversation: Me, You and the Holy Spirit.

Why, life is bigger now, all this for a King.


A major - you love to live life to the full. You
have a vibrant social life and are not afraid
to take life as it comes. You are content,
bright and often spontaneous.

what key signature are you?
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Conindicently, this is the Key I sing most comfortably in. I think