Friday, October 25, 2002

"below the broken past, the battered body and the wasted soul lies my reason for living. if i have dig out the history, rebuild the body and revitalise the soul (and get cellulite on my butt), im ready as ever to start."

"Are you coming? Daryl said that if you're not going then we're not going."

And i was complaining about?

I've got all i need

Thursday, October 24, 2002

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

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*grump* so leave me all of ya.

I thought you wanted...
That has got to be the lamest.
It wasn't going to be the last either.

Just shut up and...
So i did. But i didn't do the latter. I couldn't.
And i lost a lot. A hell lot...
As much as you didn't want to... we did anyway.
numb, quiet pain, numb can't feel the rain

WE'LL figure out how
I left in pristine conditions, clean and good.
I came crawling back, without any right to dignity
Used and torn and tangled.
Expecting you to clean up the mess i made for myself.
(what an ingrate i am)

So you want to anyway...
and i want that to, so you can truely say "it's yours"

"No matter what."
"no place in this"
"If there's one thing i want from you, i want you to regain"
More then a mind-reader (fill-in-the-blanks)
A heart-feeler.

And I love you.

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

So I had another good day.
Thank you my lovely ladies for being great ears. Love doing coffee with you girls.
So my bad day lightened up. Looks like things are on the upward track for me.
Well andrea, I hope things work out for you. In every sense of the word.

Crush me
.... with the things you do.

What's your brand of sexy?

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Intellectual-Sexy.... You are the brains behind every operation, and it shows. The the precision in which you lure the boys in is unsurpassed. You need someone as intelligent as you, which seems to be your greatest problem, as noone is THAT smart. Maybe you should lighten up and simply enjoy things, like the rest of us neanderthals.

So I have smart eyes and am intellectual sexy.. hmmmm... mugger.

Monday, October 21, 2002

which eye are you?

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Ahhh, so i may the eyes be the window to the soul.

I had a good day, I guess, cept that going back to school after such a long time had queer effects on me. For one i felt like i was in year one all over again and could feel all the insecurites seep back in from the base of my brain. I knew i was gone when I felt I couldn't eat lunch alone. But then i slapped myself (figuratively please) and shook it all off... almost. thanks sha.

So the morning went well enough, trying to study amidst erwin's asmathic GIGGLES at "f**k you" and his rambling on desertification and the importance of being abled to differentiate the widening of the desert margin due to climatic reasons or human intervention. wtf you ask. I asked that to, but he's a nice guy and oh so funny, so no harm done. Cherry my girl, you have a very decent guy on your hands. Treat him well and as angie would say. GO FORTH AND MULTIPLY! however considering it's the 2 of you... don't multiply. heh j/k

The lit discussion was good, eye-opening tat tat tat... I saw the most gorgeous girl ever today. Exotic, tall, slim, wavy hair, greyish blue eyes, perfect nose, mouth skin.. drool. Of course dennis had to reply my report demanding to know if I had gone schizo (and dennis it's not "sketso") or if i had been looking into the mirror... i guess what really struck me was how nice she seemed, that despite her immense beauty, it didn't seem to get to her head. nice.

Ahhh andrea, I worry for you and I pray for you. I love you too.

Sunday, October 20, 2002

Some people have the nerve
Someone get me a truck. hot water and a razor. like hotdamn now.


So other then that unexpected horror on the net, my life is going pleasently fine.
It's just horrifying to realise how pathetic people can be. Dedicated to futile waste.

I'm trying to forget this see...

I am Jasmine!
Which Disney Princess are you?

And this one is an angry one.

Other then that

Having a lovely life, so i sum it up

I have a past beautiful enough to look back on, yet I'm willing to move on,
A future promising and exciting enough for me to anticipate...
And a present... beautiful enough to enjoy.

I thought it was about guilt, it wasn't, it was about public judgement.
So I'm a part of the superfical world. Sorry.
That's that i guess.

To you girl.

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's doone to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you


Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

Let's emphasize on the "little boys who talk too much"

Love you, and so does God. That's all you need to be whole.