Saturday morning 03:11 am
Back from 80's night with Terry impersonation MJ.
I think I'm slowly shifting in.
I like it.
Yes.

So when I lose my cellphone, I need to call the phone company to freeze my line just in case some bloke decides to run me dry.
And Shulin, being the wonderful friend that she is lends me her phone.
Now we both so happen to subscribe to the same phone company so that makes the call free, which is a good thing of course.
So I call, give them my details and they tell me they freeze my line.

Funny thing is...

[Shulin tries to call Kenley. She dials his number but somehow gets redirected to the phone company.]
Shulin: Why am I here?!
Man:Do you know a Hannah?
Shulin: Yeah i do, she's my friend.
Man: Well apparently, she has lost her phone and she called to freeze the account using THIS LINE.
[Reads: we suspect you stole Hannah's phone]
Shulin:Yes well, when people lose their phones, they have to use another phone to report it. They can't call from their lost phones.
[pregnant pause]
Man:oh.

Seriously, this just makes my missing cell a blessing in disguise.

My eyes are gone.
Darn.

I can't wait to visit Him.
To talk, to read his word, to listen and rejoice.

Blessed be Your name On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering Blessed be Your name

That's a good sign.

I lost my cell phone.
Kill me someone. Please

I think I've found it.
Rejoice with me.

"So you won't be so lonely..."


self-awareness?
1 MINUTE AGO: Chatting on MSN
1 HOUR AGO: working on Arts One Culture and Humanity Essay
1 DAY AGO: Lunch at Pastor Teo's place
1 WEEK AGO: Struggling
1 YEAR AGO: VJC, Singapore, being young
1 YEAR FROM NOW: Still UBC I hope
1 WEEK FROM NOW: Adjustment
1 DAY FROM NOW: Arts one Lecture.
1 HOUR FROM NOW: Pray
1 MINUTE FROM NOW: Is now.
I HURT: Kenley physically now and then
I LOVE: My life
I HATE: being unaware
I FEAR: fear.
I HOPE: That things can only get better
I FEEL: Pretty (sung)
I HIDE: from myself
I DRIVE: Kenley insane
I MISS: Singapore
I NEED: Affection
I THINK: But may not be.

God is good. He's been watching over me.
From the Grafitti party to Lunch at pastor teo's house.
I've been blessed beyond measure.
I'm in love with my life.


"...and for you isn't contentment a big thing? Since you 'desprately want it all?' '"

Well, it's something that I struggle with daily, but lately, God has been so good to me. I can't help but feel utter joy and euphoria.

Fingerprints of blessing

Half of these things don't belong to me. That's why I'm blessed


James: My christian Arts One friend


Me being strong... and having strong friends


For having fun


For Studying


For fellowship


And rest


Blessed Be Your Name In the land that is plentiful
Where your streams of abundance flow Blessed be your name

Blessed Be Your name When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing you pour out I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be' Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering Blessed be Your name

Every blessing you pour out I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord Blessed be your name

~Matt Redman