Two seconds ago someone whom I love 'removed [me] from his or her buddy list' on Adium. In raw honesty, I guess it was my fault, as innocent as it was really. I'm really sad and a little fearful for our relationship, but I have no more energy to have my open heart taken for closed rides. I can't keep picking up after nonsense.
But it's ok. I guess I shouldn't have said what I said to whoever I said it too. But it was drawn out in the context of what you set me up to. But no matter, I'm sorry, I'm indignant and I'm going to school in a few minutes. I hope to talk to him soon because I have decided, no matter what, to always love him.
But of course, the effectiveness of such an arragement also depends on YOU and your emotional age. jerk.
...He never mentions a word to me.