Saturday, October 20, 2007

It's 3 am. I am 3/4 my way though one assignment.

I also have 63 friends on facebook.

Friday, October 19, 2007

Of Course.... ....

Certainty has been a faithless wife. I've been married to her at the alter of my decisions for the past two years and she comes and goes from our bed. And tonight was a night when she left me, all alone, to my semi-self in the very harsh present. It was like life in techni-colour. Was I so sure of myself?

But I must be. In 2006, I gave up a passport, an Identification Card, and a registration certificate.
But I did not give up my identity.

You can choose your friends, but you cannot choose your family.

So here I am, peering into a buffet of forever, of possibilities. It seems like I can go anywhere, do everything, be anyone. But there's only one place I want to be.

If Anthony's right, then I only want to be wealthy to bless others.
And I hope that Singapore does that too.
Hey! So, again, I am, never, alone, in, experiencing, my experiences.
If I had a choice, I'd probably do it all over again.
There is, afterall, redemption.

原点

拥抱的时候心情有点痛
也去提早感受到寂寞
离开的时候只听见沉默
除了沉默我还能怎么做选择
别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
现在他在你的身边就对他好一点

不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
我们经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点

总有那一天相遇的瞬间
确定那些冷漠的从前已走远
别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
现在谁在你的身边就对谁好一点

不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
我们经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点

我应该就走开就算感情还在
我应该就放开对他不再依赖
忘了曾有过的片段
这是属于你们的未来

不要看到你们的爱败给了时间
我能愿选择离别没有一句怨言
直到你能若无其事聊起了从前
我才发现彼此都了解
默契是最宝贵的语言

~ Tanya Chua and Stephine Sun.
music MUSIC MIUUUUUUSIC. mooooooooooooooooosic.

you know where my heart is at.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

I'm sitting here, in a law lecture, fervently taking notes.

But all I can think of is Southeast Asia.

My heart is not here.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Don't let them lead you to the path of narrow-mindedness
~Daddy

I wonder if my constant desire for the future signals a boredom/discomfort/annoyance with my current state of being. Its not that I'm unhappy in law school. It's just... I'm so darn impatient.

I just really want to be a theologian with my hands firmly grasping the world.

Now if I can just bring my head down into my heart and my heart into my hands...

In other news, I really miss TOMBO and Seth thinks that I'd make a great first marriage.

Monday, October 15, 2007



Hey! It's the weekend!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Justice

I am here. I know I'm here. I'm glad I'm here.
Because I am strong and bigger then all of this.

Many have fought for this before.
Now, watch me.