Saturday, August 18, 2012
Thursday, August 16, 2012
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
What I miss most is being able to tell you everything. About how awful my day went, and about how incompetent I feel. You walked with me into a new phase of life and I had hoped that you would always be there with your vast pool of experience, patience, honesty and common sense. But now when things don't go as well, I find myself having to draw deep slow breaths, and to balance it all from the inside. I guess this is a good thing because at some point, I'll have to figure things out for myself. I just don't see a point of having to do it alone. It would be nice to be able to celebrate the little victories with you. Oh well.
Posted by Hannah Lim at 1:40:00 AM
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Every time I come marginally close to believing that I've almost made it, or that I've almost gotten a grasp on things, something flips around and kicks me in the knees. It's not something that one gets used to either. Sweet Jesus help me.
Posted by Hannah Lim at 1:19:00 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2012
There is a difference between being sad and being weak. They generally come together, which is why I really don't need more crap right now.
Posted by Hannah Lim at 11:54:00 PM
Maybe this is all part of a lengthy episode that must finally come to an end. Maybe this wasn't a new beginning, but a final closure.
Posted by Hannah Lim at 5:28:00 PM