If the Meatloaf test is the criteria to meet, what is the remedy for a breach?

1.5 hours in public transport. I really need to move to Singapore. Fuck this shit.

I feel as if I cannot help it, that my future is rushing in toward me. In a funny way, I feel as if I had a hand in all of it, and yet, I didn't.

I shouldn't be in defensive mode, so I shouldn't need to react.

Especially if it's to the past. 

Little victories along the way. That's what I need to keep going!

In Context

Life, as it is and as it is supposed to be.