We search for knowledge with the hope of being able to change the present, of being able to fix things.  But when all that you've found irresistibly lends itself to the conclusion that there is nothing to be done, what then?  Do you press on relentlessly, in defiance of science? Or do you stop and let yourself be carried along by the helplessness, like the dead at a water burial? 

Get a grip, don't slip!

Almost out of control.

Sitting today, there was a part of me that believed that as long as I kept absolutely still, I would not be seen, or caught.

Home.

Thankfully, me over-reacting is usually a good sign.

DO NOT TOUCH WITH A TEN FOOT POLE.

Space and time away brings new perspectives. I realise now that victories are never quite final and are maintained with the seasons. So be careful.

No looking back. But I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do with these shards.

I'm about to head off to New York for 2.5 months. I'm terrified and tired and I don't want to go. I just want to curl up in bed and sleep.