I can't tell if it's paranoia, or if it's just plain stupidness...

I feel so unloved sometimes, so insignificant, unimportant, despensible... small.

Perhaps I bring it upon myself, my elitism, hypocracy, or aloofness.

Or maybe it's my fear of trusting, that slowly decomposes into lethargy with the deadly stink of inertia.

I wonder why I bother knowing that it probably isn't worth anything if it leads to this...

I'm human too yah?
[resolutely hits the ignore user button]