Monday, May 12, 2003

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Don't you just love the lies they sprinkle on you?

Anyhow...

Karmen has been messaging me, Fatin, e-mailing me.
Didn't Burton talk about weening?

Oh well, it's nice to be loved.

I don't understand why I suffer from insecurity.
No matter how much i see in myself. It's never enough.
Strangely,
Never enough not for me, but for my IMAGINATION.
No matter how little I see in other, it's always astonding.
Strangely,
Not astonding to me, but to me IMAGINATION.

He's a cruel cruel person.

Sometimes, on 969 or 858 or 167, we sit together somewhere in a crack of time.
And he holds me, tells me I'm good enough, that I'm almost everything i want.

But in the face of my e-mails, friends and situations, he changes.
He tells me, tells me I'm not good enough, that everything else rises so high up above me that it's futile to even move a finger to attempted to reach out.

He's like a dice.

OH CANADA

I've been accepted.
apprehensive
I'm trying not to cry.

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