And I fear, I have nothing to give
And I have so much to lose here in this lonely place
Tangled up in our embrace
There's nothing I'd like better then to fall
And I fear, I have nothing to give.

Somehow, this is more real to me then ever before.

I've come to the root of my vice - Fear
Of not being good enough,
Of being scorned
Of being turned away
Of being rediculed
Of being unloved
Of myself.

Of being weak.

I fear what I am.

I guess it's a start. I'm learning. Thank you God for so many things.

The bible says in revelations "Blessed is he who overcomes" and if we are going to be overcomers, we'd better have something to overcome.

Amen?
Amen.