Hear my Prayer!

There is no truth unless you accept the assumptions that come along with it. The 'fact' that God is true only comes about because I choose to believe in a True God. That is the element of faith that I struggle with.

Now in the face of there being no way to empricalize truth, how can I believe and hence live? How can I be?

Now God, I will not let go. But to make things clear and to give me peace and to show your way for me, convict me, convert me to your truth, absolutely.

God, this isn't a 'dear god...' prayer. It's desperation and hunger. Did you not promise a way in the desert? Will you keep me from falling? You are able, will you choose to?