Regeneration

"Once i get home, my life as a student will resume."
Even I wasn't aware of the power of it all, though I did have a slight inkling when I found myself in a state of panic.
Panicking about tonight. How the hell was I going to board the bus knowing that I'm leaving home on the pavement, waving, well-wishing?

These two days meant too much, the dynamics of the situation making it almost... perfect.
But only because previously I had been pretty much dead.

These two days go beyond, I'm not going to bother trying to explain.

....too afriad to measure his loss...