I wanna be Queen

Bonhoeffer punishes beyond redemption. In this Christian walk, there is no room for the self but only Jesus. I am called to find greater clarity by losing myself completely. To dissolve, lose my individuality to the indivudal who is infinite. To be senseless (or to have hypersensitivity), to be irrational (or extra-rationality) and to foolish (or wise).

And you won't understand this.
You will scream me to be a heretic.
But it's not for you that I live, or love.

And you do know what I mean