Becareful of what you wish for

I find myself asking for more pain. I guess that that's not the right thing to ask for, even though I understand suffering to be one of the most effective ways to find yourself humbled, kneeling at the feet of God. I guess asking for pain would be quite ridiculous. God is a God of truth, and while the truth hurts, it isn't pain in itself.

So, I need to get myself straight and while seeking freedom, it should be freedom FOR Christ, as opposed to mere freedom FROM pain.

Yes Sarah, it really is about will.
O how sacred!