2 days off and I go back to VJ to help the kids with their exams. Shaun is an acting genius. I have never seen acting so good. Maybe execpt Ivan Heng.

I spend all afternoon with Jiayin talking about the past and gasping about the present. I find a picture of myself dolled up for our TSD exam. I had long hair then. I have an ephiany about the people I worked with in TSD. About how most of my misgivings were totally unwarrented and about how much I really appreciate them for who they are, what they do and the art they give. I'm sorry for being so wrong and so selfish.

I'm starting to really see the importance of our actions and decisions in life. If I'm spoiled for choice, I'm weighted with responsibility.