Can you see why I'm annoyed? Because I've been reminded of the hurt I've inflicted, and yet it was something I'd done because I wanted to protect myself.

we all feel a little guilty sometimes. I suppose it's for the better, because then we stop right where we are and cross-examine ourselves. We've had a lot going for us, we are lucky people. So what? Thinking about what makes you guilty does not change what you have done or what you haven't done, what you have or what you don't have. My advice is to embrace that guilt.
~Angie

We are soulsisters babe. You read my mind. Or what i sould have seen before...

I learnt something new about myself today.
"I cannot (not would not) honestly, willingly try to be commited to someone, without knowing that he is the one. Without such confirmation, I will always doubt, be unsure, and unhappy. "
I hope that I'm right. There's nothing worse then being wrong about yourself...

So i'll just sit tight and wait...

When somebody loves you
It's no good unless he loves you - all the way
Happy to be near you
When you need someone to cheer you - all the way

Taller than the tallest tree is
That's how it's got to feel
Deeper than the deep blue see is
That's how deep it goes - if its real

When somebody needs you
It's no good unless he needs you - all the way
Through the good or lean years
And for all the in between years - come what may

Who know where the road will lead us
Only a fool would say
But if you'll let me love you
It's for sure I'm gonna love you - all the way, all the way
~ Frank Sinatra