Beautiful Bits

...Love means forgiveness, and love allows you to forget and move on and love allows you to think back with a mixture of fondness and nostalgia, but NEVER with regret and hurt... you're so right, so many times I've mistaken infactuation for love, and I now know how they differ. Love, a state of being, a verb a reflection of God, shouldn't have place for resentment.. ever... maybe I'll grow into it.. and learn again.

please, please remember how relationships are built on human feeling. They build because of human feeling. Ok so i'll be gentler next time...but i can't help but ponder upon the fact that human feelings are probably the most untrustworthly bitty of our entire make-up. We're so darn fickle... feeling does not equate to fact... and vice versa... so perhaps relationships would also be endowed with the same ephameral quality, not all or course but more oft then not i presume... That's why i don't believe in "frenz 4 ever" *shudder* not since my megalife days as they mostly never came to pass...

"Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
Its not a cry you can hear at night
Its not somebody who's seen the light
Its a cold and its a broken hallelujah
~Hallelujah

So as much as i love my friends, I'm not afraid to let them leave, we've both served our purpose in each other's lives, to teach to comfort to carry through... It was for a reason... and it was good.

So i will leave many behind, not that they are unimportant, but just not meant to be... save a precious few that i would like to (and will) hold on to forever... If forever permits.