Rehearsals are always very interesting for me, usually very unfulfilling and dissatisfactory.

Either too much time is wasted,
or someone doesn't turn up,
or some technical problem sneaks up on us,
or the logistics don't work out,
or we run out of gaffa tape. The classic.

But it's always been worth it worth it.



Sitting all alone like that...

I find I'm not taking this seriously. It's really hard when no one else really does.
I no long spend energy propping myself up, being a lump is acceptable here.
Not to say this is negative, it's just different.

But I think, I've been spoilt by passion.